Soul Ready or Not

umm err somewhere on my hard drive & my scanner broke - "all Im hearing here is excuses BEULLER!" http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=91oESPRinas Well its true my scanner is broken and I cant find my cartoons that were on my hard drive that I scanned before my scanner broke, the dog didnt eat my homework but here is a drawing of my dog Roman - according to the teachings of AJ & Mary(*CULT LEADERS of SPIRITUAL HOAX development - read the bible he is not Jesus of Nazareth) animals don't have a soul only us humans which I understand they reflect mankinds soul condition or in particular their owners soul condition, so this is a spirit body drawing of my dog Roman which I was inspired to draw when I thought he was going to Kark it. Kark it meaning: passing onto the afterlife, death on the physical earth plane.  I would like to share how amazing this dog is - he didnt Kark it after all ! But when he was a puppy he taught me a huge lesson in love and how to treat animals...

I dreamt that I was telling a group of guys that were too cool for themselves that I was a cartoonist and I really felt that as a woman that statement would avert their condescention and it did for a moment! They said "well so are we" in my mind in my dream I thought "oh shallala(loving swearword) I better start drawing more what if they ask to see my drawings eeeek they will find out I am crap".  I have been wondering lately what my life has amounted to, Im still young but what is it that I do. Do I have to be somebody other than a mother, cleaner & chef. YES!!! There is more to me than doing these simple tasks with university degree minded intelligence !! Does it get me anywhere? Yes!! Away from my true feelings about my life and a constant distraction and running away from my panic & pain & the potential joy of drawing!! So in summary my dream is one I am going to listen to - and I remember from high school I loved to read Mad Magazine -which helped m...