Acting on Dreams - Why Trust them?

I dreamt that I was telling a group of guys that were too cool for themselves that I was a cartoonist and I really felt that as a woman that statement would avert their condescention and it did for a moment! They said "well so are we" in my mind in my dream I thought "oh shallala(loving swearword) I better start drawing more what if they ask to see my drawings eeeek they will find out I am crap".  I have been wondering lately what my life has amounted to, Im still young but what is it that I do. Do I have to be somebody other than a mother, cleaner & chef. YES!!! There is more to me than doing these simple tasks with university degree minded intelligence !! Does it get me anywhere? Yes!! Away from my true feelings about my life and a constant distraction and running away from my panic & pain & the potential joy of drawing!! So in summary my dream is one I am going to listen to - and I remember from high school I loved to read Mad Magazine -which helped me to develop a great attention to detail by reading/scanning & a hobby that coffee and hangovers cancelled out after high school. So using MAD and crazy rave flyer art I would draw crazy cartoons taking the piss out of everything.  I am probably not so harsh 20 years later but I will just draw on & let it all out.
And follow my dreams literally....

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