Oppression pressure
I just had the longest and worst battle I've had in ages - I have never felt like I was going to lose and be disconnected from my connection with the Godhead like I did the last three weeks after I came down with a fever and it left behind a spiritual sickness that took me out. I asked for help from a local church - they thought I was unsaved and didnt know my authority- or any bible - assuming that I dont know anything - it was like being treated like an imbecile and I really have a masters degree in astro physics or something really fancy ... I wasnt being listened to and I was in some weird bubble of their projected reality echo chamber ... only one lady from the church understood because she has been through the battle with mental illness and won. If I was any less self aware I would of been shamed into thinking im not a good enough Christian and its my fault for not having enough faith, authority or bible knowledge to be perfect and of sound min...