Soul Ready or Not

  Wow  the next Phase in my recovery from Lymes/Mould/MCAS was forced upon me in the form of an eviction from my rental home of 3 years. I had to put everything I have been writing about in my book " Unconventional Healing "  into practice and then some, my prayers got desperate and specific.   God show me what to do, I yeild to you as the doctors HRT Solution arent helping and I dont have any money or Time for more specialists -- my brain and  body is not working or giving me any energy - Help ! I REFUSE sickness and infirmity its not my portion. I had come a long way in the last 6 years and was happy with one day of activity and one day of rest.  UNTIL I had to be totally switched on 7 days a week for the next 2 months !!! So I discovered an even deeper art of flagrant self care and wholesone routines admist the stress.  As usual I made alot if mistakes but hearing from the holy spirit I was able to correct the errors. My main problem was that I...

  What is a "collapsed narcissist"? It's the worst thing that could possibly happen to a narcissist. It often begins when the narcissist, as usual, goes through the cycle of love bombing, devalue, discard, and they discard their most current source of supply or one of them. And then, suddenly, they realize they can't replace that person; they no longer have the ability to obtain the type of supply that they once did. Of course, now the narcissist isn't getting the same kind of supplies they've got before. And even when they try to hoover that most recent supply, it doesn't work. So, what happens? The narcissistic supply becomes less and less available. They become different; they start to reach out to anyone, anything for supply. This launches all their doubts and their fears about themselves and their lives. They go into sort of a "poor me" shock, and this leads to narcissistic rage, where it kind of just spews out on everyone around them. And b...