ok so where's your stuff?

umm err somewhere on my hard drive & my scanner broke - "all Im hearing here is excuses BEULLER!"

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=91oESPRinas


Well its true my scanner is broken and I cant find my cartoons that were on my hard drive that I scanned before my scanner broke, the dog didnt eat my homework but here is a drawing of my dog Roman - according to the teachings of AJ & Mary(*CULT LEADERS of SPIRITUAL HOAX development - read the bible he is not Jesus of Nazareth) animals don't have a soul only us humans which I understand they reflect mankinds soul condition or in particular their owners soul condition, so this is a spirit body drawing of my dog Roman which I was inspired to draw when I thought he was going to Kark it. Kark it meaning: passing onto the afterlife, death on the physical earth plane.  I would like to share how amazing this dog is - he didnt Kark it after all ! But when he was a puppy he taught me a huge lesson in love and how to treat animals & probably my own child years later and he still loves me after how mean I was to him! no grudges.

Anyway here is my story about this drawing:

When I was in my early 20's I bought my boyfriend a puppy for his birthday - he didnt have a fence at his house so we kept it at my house - so Roman really became my dog! Roman would get bored in this backyard of mine and would always try to escape and especially when I was about to drive to work - which would make me late !

Due to Roman bolting up to the park and thinking it was a fun game to have me chase him in my high heels and work clothes -(and I hated to be late as it was a floor in my nature I was wanting to change but had no idea about how to back then - processing emotions of low self worth so hence) I was in a fit of rage & I was so cruel to him when I would catch him and smack him really hard and then drag him by his collar back to the house and his bed where I would whip him with a cane still yelling at him to stay put. I now realise this rage was so self righteous like this animal deserved to be punished for ruining my morning and making me late for work - this all cracked into pieces and my stone hard heart softened after one after noon I went to pat my dear Roman puppy and he shrank away from me and my hand in total fear - shaking in the corner of his bed.

The realisation of what I had done hit me like a brick in the chest and tears of remorse flowed out of me and I sobbed how sorry I was - and realised that is just how my Dad had taught me to treat him & all my cats too - rub their nose in it when they wee inside and smack them. I just followed his teaching without question which my dad followed from his Dad or Mother and the ancestral line of cruelty goes back- until Roman taught me.  Be it animal, child, creature or grown up (ex boyfriends/lovers) NOBODY deserves your rage or violence in thought or deed  - it doesn't matter what they have done, broken, caused you to be or do- how can you end war when you don't end the war in your own personal soul for a start! Own it & observe yourself - what is the anger & fury covering over - it is a choice after all, sometimes quick and uncontrollable - but if you cannot reflect on your behaviour and feel the shame and remorse and desire for change - who are you? heartless, cruel & cold in just that area of your life & a pretend happy person for the rest?

Roman puppy sits proud and strong & loving in this drawing - for his gift to me was to help me learn Kindness & Compassion in a way that is not just a written declaration of empty words.  I haven't been a saint in practising this through the rest of my life until now - but it was a start to soften my heart and understand that I can be forgiven for disgusting, cruel, behaviour and become a better person.  If a dog can do it so can I. Ironically the boyfriend that I bought this puppy for ended up treating me in the same cruel matter be it in the form of verbal abuse - I wish Roman had taught him that lesson too, maybe he did in some form, one can only hope! Our Creators laws are all loving and they are shaping us and removing the thorns of our brokenness.



10/11/2017 UPDATE : AJ MILLER & MARY DIVINE TRUTH PATH IS A HOAX !!!

Just in case anyone has read this blog and I have led them astray it took me a few years to realise I need to read the Bible - the word of God and check if AJ Miller is really who he says he is and NO he IS NOT the re-incarnated Jesus - he is a false prophet BIBLE REFERENCES which is predicted in the bible, the bible says many false prophets would abound its a cult just like The White Brotherhood just without the LSD drink they use veganism to make people submissive and pliable because they are so malnutrition-ed and broken as children to begin with but with no bible/christian training so they just lap up AJ Miller's version of the spirit world and the way the universe works.

Now lets get started on all the new age mediumship that AJ Miller advocates and participates in - the real Jesus would never encourage anyone to do - because we are to go direct to God our creator for all our questions troubles answers and anything else is a dangerous counterfeit communication - with Familiar spirits  - eg: Demons pretending to be your dead deceased loved one or John Lennon or Ghandi  (some of the spirits AJ Miller claimed to be communicating with through trance medium on his DVDs)

I also thought I was guided by Arch Angel Michael & the host of Doreen Virtue Angels and Ascended Masters - they are all just Demons masking themselves as angels of light - But why would they do healings and assist with manifestations of money success etc ?

  I know I know I found it so hard to digest but I'm telling you they use counterfeit healing to get you deeper and deeper into the deception -Don't just take my word for it... here are a couple of youtubes to get through that disbelief factor  Proof the new age is satanic - Steven Bancarz &  Awesome testimony New Age to Christian

In my opinion you unknowingly sell your soul to these Angels (disguised as) in return for the money, healing and success and they hopefully wrap you up so tight that you want to do workshops and teach your methods to more people so that they and you never come to know true healing through Christ and the hold spirit - Its the ultimate MLM SYSTEM ingenious!!!!!-

 Angel(demonic healing) only lasts temporary and then it comes undone again and you are usually back to your original problem after a week or a month or worse it changes into something else as "they" aka demonic angel healing energy can shift your problem around in your body eg: so the headaches get healed but the insomnia is worse or another problem pops up in your pancreas and then you have to pay more $$$ for the next big workshop or new healing method and you go deeper down the rabbit hole thinking you are releasing your layers of pain and negativity- being willing to try anything to get a taste of wellness and wholeness - 

becoming at one with all that is and accepting that god is in everything and these healing lessons with reveal all the secrets to the universe and your personal pain but notice how you drink coffee and have to eat chocolate to be upright and keep going - you have no natural energy and it must be because you haven't done your morning yoga ritual and circulated your chi or you have been having toast instead of the green protein smoothie- 

the next workshop the next healing session more $$ and more $$ spent chasing the dragon (another word for the devil) - AND the worst new age lie is that Satan does not exist there is no such thing as the devil, lucifer its just negativity and un-evolved people that wont reach ascension levels and vibrate more highly in love -The theif is the devil -WAKE UP PEOPLE!!!

Satan wants to steal your soul,  kill you and destroy you no matter what and in whatever way he can and it is customised specially evil for each individual person according to your weaknesses and he and his army wont stop until you commit suicide or gods plan for you is so decommissioned you are working for satan knowingly or unknowingly even then if you are getting great financial kickbacks from your going to be tossed away like a used paper cup when you expect some kind of reward in hell - Christian gets taken to Hell to tell everyone about it - Must Watch

Another lie from the new age teachings is that Jesus was just an ascended master like all the natural love spirits Saint Germain,  Kwan Yin, Ganesh etc etc just pretty demons Bible Proof ahhh the truth sets us free - 

how ashamed I am for submitting my mind, will & emotions to a total Hoax for the last 20 years (====new ageism ---new age ---sewage ====) and about 3 years watching AJ miller dvds and going to seminars but as a result of that long winding journey the real Jesus son of God didnt give up on me - he laid his life down 2000 years ago in the ultimate act of love- nobody has ever loved me that much in this earthly life - he was there when tormenting suicide demons were tearing my mind apart and Jesus the King of the Universe healed me - the teachings of AJ Miller did nothing for me spiritually or healing wise he cannot cast out demons the name of AJ Miller - yeshua as he likes his dedicated followers to call him just as useless as chanting Coca cola.

The AJ Miller divine truth teachings just worked well to ostracise me from normal people & friendships as no-one can understand your divine truth way of speaking and seeing the world except other divine truth nutters and to introduce more demonic strongholds into my mind from the various emotional processing techniques.... 

eg: intentionally watch horror movies to trigger your fear - shake and freek out and be in a waking coma of terror so that you can release the fear and improve your soul condition  -- so twisted its not funny...

YEAAH RIGHT WATCH HORROR MOVIES TO RELEASE FEAR  - in reality watching horror movies opens you up more to demonic oppression and mental instability -

IN  FACT Gods truth is that the only thing that can heal you is our creator of the universe God (YAHWEH, ELOHIM) and the Holy spirit and only then through the narrow path of accepting the real Jesus Christ as your saviour who died on the cross and believing that he was raised from the dead and its alive today at the right hand side of father God (outside time space and matter  )  we are getting into quantum physics here -

.... then if it is Gods will and you pray for an anointing of the holy spirit in that certain area - eg:to be healed from the trauma inflicted from AJ miller teachings on emotional processing and a removal of the effects of watching those horror movies.  Repenting joyfully not from a position of condemnation but freedom with the truth of the blood of Jesus being sinless and perfect. 

And as a christian you have authority to bind and cast out demons for yourself in the name of Jesus CHECK OUT THIS WEBSITE on sleep paralysis it was one of the first things that made me realise there is something special about the real jesus when you pray for help.

 Derek Prince a must see if you want your spiritual blindness to be removed Its kind of impossible to describe true healing of the soul, mind & body in one paragraph it is a direct result of receiving the holy spirit when you accept the true Christ and become a christian disciple of Jesus..... 

But I understand most people are happy with the counterfeit versions that abound in our modern world from yoga to hypnosis to crystals to reiki to past life regression the list is endless because of this modern world reviving all the ancient teachings in the old testament of worshipping false idols & gods and another theory is that some people haven't had any real crisis in their life to inspire a deeper search or realise that what they are doing is not really working its so easy to just get medication from the doctor or the bottle shop- to just get by, I totally understand I was one of them and it was all I could do to just get by..... there is nothing wrong with that.  

Ask yourself....Does it bring you permanent peace? or do you have to go back and pay more money and process more stuff in a never-ending cycle of searching with no destination . Click here for Bible verse which explains

Anyway here is a list of youtube links that set me free from the Bondage of false teachings and mental illness - its my prayer that every person I have led astray unintentionally personally or has been led astray generally from the world will eventually be led to true healing and peace in ones soul and spirit through the knowledge of the real Christ just like I was, I did believe in God and a spiritual component to life just sifting through the plethora of confusion took 42 years, I hope I can shorten that just a little bit for you - but is your soul ready?

Story of Lucifers Fall from Heaven

EX Satanist Testimony

Satans lines of attack - Cause of Mental Illness & Suicide

DVD Identify the Lie of SATAN! makes the whole christian thing add up!!

And they will be decieved - James & Lea D

Hollywood selling their souls

The Dog didnt eat my homework!He melted my Heart.