Soul Ready or Not

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_V3c9__Nzqs&feature=em-subs_digest-vrecs wisdom from the elliot! 10 minutes of awesome ranting After seeing a man say everything I have been trying to forget about (thinking I was crazy to think it!) my mouth is still hanging ajar. I don't really subscribe to the soul mate magical theory - oh they just magically appear when you are ready.. TA DAA. I believe the transient nature of most relationships nobody is up for the challenge that elliot is talking about here. (alot of) Boys never become men because they are too scared to love or discover how to, its like a game of chicken who is going to run first WTF!! What we fear we run away from and what we desire we run to, I have paraphrased that from a Sam Keen book I recently flipped through and had a AHA moment.  Anyway I thought it apt to post a love letter that a boy wrote to me when I was young and passed over an opportunity for the gift of love like walking past a $100 note hiding on the ...

meet the Meat Carrots! Animal fat is good for you...... Not in a million years did I ever dream I would become one of those vegans!!! Two friends over two days in two different countries mentioned to me to watch the following documentary - it took me three goes to get through to the very end. http://topdocumentaryfilms.com/earthlings/ Vegans to me "they" seem to look to me scrawny, sunken eyed and pale - like they are missing out on that glow that should come from eating a loving diet of fruits, nuts and vegies but knowing what I know now - they haven't travelled into their emotional blocks regarding health nutrition and releasing the grief from childhood of seemingly well intentioned  parents shoving"you need meat to be healthy and strong" ideals into our young mouths - the truth is I was lied to and pretty much forced to eat meat when I didnt want to.  Such catch cries as:   "Eat your meat or you wont get dessert"  " Eat your veges before...

umm err somewhere on my hard drive & my scanner broke - "all Im hearing here is excuses BEULLER!" http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=91oESPRinas Well its true my scanner is broken and I cant find my cartoons that were on my hard drive that I scanned before my scanner broke, the dog didnt eat my homework but here is a drawing of my dog Roman - according to the teachings of AJ & Mary(*CULT LEADERS of SPIRITUAL HOAX development - read the bible he is not Jesus of Nazareth) animals don't have a soul only us humans which I understand they reflect mankinds soul condition or in particular their owners soul condition, so this is a spirit body drawing of my dog Roman which I was inspired to draw when I thought he was going to Kark it. Kark it meaning: passing onto the afterlife, death on the physical earth plane.  I would like to share how amazing this dog is - he didnt Kark it after all ! But when he was a puppy he taught me a huge lesson in love and how to treat animals...

I dreamt that I was telling a group of guys that were too cool for themselves that I was a cartoonist and I really felt that as a woman that statement would avert their condescention and it did for a moment! They said "well so are we" in my mind in my dream I thought "oh shallala(loving swearword) I better start drawing more what if they ask to see my drawings eeeek they will find out I am crap".  I have been wondering lately what my life has amounted to, Im still young but what is it that I do. Do I have to be somebody other than a mother, cleaner & chef. YES!!! There is more to me than doing these simple tasks with university degree minded intelligence !! Does it get me anywhere? Yes!! Away from my true feelings about my life and a constant distraction and running away from my panic & pain & the potential joy of drawing!! So in summary my dream is one I am going to listen to - and I remember from high school I loved to read Mad Magazine -which helped m...